reaching a void..

lots of questions popped in my mind this week.. i hate questions.. questions that make you think, and that drives you to a point of insanity which leads you to question yourself, past decisions, present choices and future expectations..

from next week, i won't be blogging only on weekends.. i'm POP-ing.. 11th january.. life will be better and more fucked up at the same time.. the inverse relationship between social time and the size of my bank account.. the direct relationship between more phone time to the size of my phone bill.. so many questions..

perplexed.. somehow..

a week of many "long-lost" words.. famished.perturbed. when was the last time i heard perturbed being used?? never.. and this week, we were scolded and it was used.. perturbed indeed..

somehow, the Architect from the Matrix made it into my thoughts alot this week, particularly this line... "Hope, it is the quintessential human delusion, simultaneously the source of your greatest strength, and your greatest weakness."

delusional human being.. weak, hopeful and weakened..