alam shah scores at shah alam

watched soccer at simpang with the dudes a day ago.. saw some familiar faces.. did the dumbass, "clenched-fists-by-the-side-of-my-head shake-shake" thing once the ball reaches indra's or amri's feet, only to see the fuckers miss.. like Ej said, "fan would've scored that.." like real.. haha..

i like suppers at bedok.. esp to watch soccer!! hah..

out of point, but i'm remembering what someone said.. "why settle for silver when you've already got gold??"

sometimes i feel like my mind just shoots off from one place to another, thinking of random stuff.. crazy.. intense, passionate and revengful, someone once told me..

i still wanna play soccer, though my shoulders are already sunburnt, and when shaz takes photos with her cam, i seem to dissappear when there's no flash..

haha, random, but i remember something funny in KL.. Jon Lai was talking to the other bunch of guys, about how when there's no flash he dissappears and when there's flash, he looks too bright or something, totally not talking directly at me.. somehow, my ears just picked it up, and i said, out of no where, "might as well die!!".. haha.. random me.. you see, Jon Lai is this tanned and dark chinese dude who we call Chigga, or Chinggro.. haha.. sorry Jon.. serve your last year of NS and go back Aussie.. i'll think of your mom's job offer.. heh..

If You Could Wish For One Superpower, What Would You Want??

I would definitely choose teleportation.. Then i wouldn't have to pay bloody 2.50 to reach Vivocity to pick up shaz!! haha.. it would be cool.. i wouldn't be late anymore.. janji melayu would be no more.. haha..

Jaguar Paw..

two days since i'm back.. woke up to calls on my bloody hp both days.. supposed to meet the people who called at the time they ringed.. simply, i was bloody late both days.. haha..

how was KL?? fun.. Sunway and the apartment was great.. bought a few tops and stuff.. haha.. i think i spent more on food there man.. since fucking Tony Roma's here not halal, went there, and had a RM71 meal!! fucking ribs and steak, i felt like a lion.. haha..

our apartment was like smack in between 3 beach bars, the Aloha and Rum Jungle to the north, the Thai bars at the east and some ang moh beach bar down the road.. can hear the fuckin', "ump-cha-ump-cha" beat of techno music all night.. how contradictary, techno music in a beach bar.. fuckin' bapoks surrounding the streets at night.. but must say, standard better than Changi.. haha..

i swear i'll elimate, decapitate and mutilate all taxi drivers in Malaysia.. i'm sick of opening the car door and telling the motherfuckin' cabbie where i'm going first, and then asking him if he uses the meter, and if he doesn't, haggle with the bloody fatherfucker, in a place which i don't have a bloody idea where i am myself.. i swear if i have a pair of Ballers, i'd hide it under my cardigan, and shoot the cabbie once he says his not using the meter.. i hate KL cabbies..

here's some pics..

lift that keep my ears popping..

A&W, extinct in S'pore..


the building that takes the light of the others around it at night..


the Mafia.. room that we slept in, all four on the bed.. haha..


going budget at KFC..


escalator in Sunway.. Ben's behind..

angst aside, Shaz and i went to watch Apocalypto today.. brutal, but not the most brutal.. nice movie.. Turtles Run is the name of the main character's child in the show, and the boy is so cute.. they look Malay.. haha.. went to Saprino's Pizza to eat like dinner.. nice pepperoni.. i wanna go again.. haha..

i think of funny stuff sometimes and laugh with myself.. do you?? haha..

watched this 18 Visions video just now.. i know Shaz doesn't like them, but i don't care.. haha..
Eighteen Visions - I Let Go


why can't our scene be like that.. people here have a mentality that clubbing and dancing is for like RnB and hip-hop stuff.. the gigs would be more like a see-see kinda thing, more appreciating than enjoying the thing itself.. its like why can't the hot girls dance to rock songs too, played live.. so sad.. wish we had a more happening scene.. then i'd have more drive for my band.. haha..

KL menjerit..

going to KL tmr.. hoping no floods will block our way... or not i'm forced to pull out my float for Sunway out... hahahaha... i was imagining that the coach would turn in some amphibious vehicle or something and float past the floods.. haha..

i'll miss Shaz.... haha.. and i do blog about you.. haha.. and of course everyone else.. 4 days only, and it looks like i'm starting a requiem... haha..

enjoy singapore suckers!!

freaky yesterday...

alternate reality vs. manifestation of daily thoughts.. coincidence vs. magic.. somethings are so hard to explain.. so hard, that probably, if that thing is amazing, you, or i, would rather sit back and just appreciate it from my new IKEA computer seat.. heh...

soccer was fun.. telling myself what to do and what moves to pull really worked.. haha.. malville park has a lot of expat Indians.. we somersaulted into the pool, like little kids, except that we're already 20 this year!!!! haha.. childish fucks.. well, boys will be boys, men will be men..
heh..

never imagined that i'd spend so long at Eastpoint, after soccer.. ate, played pool, stupid drum machine game, lepak.. Green tea frap is always so refreshing.. wanted to watch the 11-0 killing of Laos at the National Stadium, but couldn't get our lazy butts there.. too tired.. maybe when they play Indonesia.. heh.. maybe..

so tell me i am not alone..

i just go the 2006 Bleeding Through album from HMV, like at 28.. i doubt i can find it anywhere else at 28 bucks.. fucking happy.. now, i have something else to listen to on the journey up to KL.. oh yes, i'm going KL, so anything, anyone wants to kirim, ask me to buy anything, better tell me now, or forever hold your peace.. heh..

i POP-ed last week.. finally out of the academy.. finally no more Number Ones and Mess Suits to worry about.. it didn't feel like i passed out from the academy though.. well, maybe till i get my four figure NS allowance next month then i'll feel it.. haha.. LOL..

from Bleeding Through's album i espcially like this song called, Love In Slow Motion, espcially the bridge of the song and the chorus...
_____________________
She moves in slow motion.
Sonically as the rain.
As the rain falls down.
Everything is still as she moves to me.
Stands still.

Maybe I'll do better on my own.
Why does everything disappear?
When all I see is you alone...
And her love moves slowly.

This time now I'm dying for you to call my name
I'm waiting.
Still Fading,
So tell me I'm not alone.
_____________________

my primary one cousin is so cute.. haha..

reaching a void..

lots of questions popped in my mind this week.. i hate questions.. questions that make you think, and that drives you to a point of insanity which leads you to question yourself, past decisions, present choices and future expectations..

from next week, i won't be blogging only on weekends.. i'm POP-ing.. 11th january.. life will be better and more fucked up at the same time.. the inverse relationship between social time and the size of my bank account.. the direct relationship between more phone time to the size of my phone bill.. so many questions..

perplexed.. somehow..

a week of many "long-lost" words.. famished.perturbed. when was the last time i heard perturbed being used?? never.. and this week, we were scolded and it was used.. perturbed indeed..

somehow, the Architect from the Matrix made it into my thoughts alot this week, particularly this line... "Hope, it is the quintessential human delusion, simultaneously the source of your greatest strength, and your greatest weakness."

delusional human being.. weak, hopeful and weakened..

cold cold me.

is it me or has it been rather cold these few weeks??

oh, and i found something that would make it to my "most-hated" list.. you know, when you wrap yourself all ready to sleep.. then suddenly, you feel that tiny hole at the end of your cover that lets in the cold air blowing from the fan.. i hate cold air blowing on already cold feet..

developed an immense liking for Bleeding Through.. the music and the videos.. music is hard, but has direction and sense of where its all going.. videos is just Texas Chainsaw stlye.. raw, and not so much that gory, but leaves you to do the thinking.. and its like a mini-series watching their vids.. check out Kill To Believe and Love In Slow Motion..

i'm still famished!! heh..